Well.. who have to pay on a first date?

As in my experience, I always pay myself on every date. I don't think guy have to pay girl. Actually I have never been in relationship, so my date actually is just "hanging out with a friend guy" thing. Pathetic? For me, no. I've been single for over than 22 years and I'm not regretting anything. Since I have my boyfriend YAMADA RYOSUKE in my netbook. :p (why does it end me telling you that I'm alone all the time? baaka. lol)



brb for fangirling :3

I'm downloading Yan Yan JUMP without sub right now. Wish someone help me with the english soft sub.

I'm being lazy lately. NO, it;s just naturally me who don't have creative brain. I don't have any activity and just lazying around and fangirling. such a boring life. and such time like this sometimes made me feel like wanna end this all. hahahaha (it's actually not funny)

but well, I'm trying to do the best. as the one i post below : HEY!SAY! BEST yay~

random work, suman. hope you still enjoy it.

done with CorelDraw 11 for about 4hours ;p
i love yabu~ <3

it has been a long time since i left this LJWorld.
Missing this world sooo much! :D Now I can continue writing though it's just short. I'm using old mobile device actually, so I think such a long text will bring me some pain on my right hand and fingers,esp.my precious thumb! :D
ok, enough there. Start searching idea for fanfic thing.

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Tired but happy. That's what i feel tonight.
I have spent my Thursday night with my boy friend (NOT BOYFRIEND actually)
We had an appointment to meet before. Actually for purpose: he wants to give me back my flashdisk. But in fact, we had spent that 3 hours at evening to enjoy the festival of Sekaten. :)

( Yes, we walked around festival.. )

oh God, felt my stomach like being squeezed out, vomitting all inside. feel so tired today, for the thing i don't know what its purpose, besides just for fun. this is my negative side then, when i start to love something, i can't loose it. i don't wanna lost my activity.

and do you know what i've got now? i didn't finish my task yet, my friend only needed a night to make it. BUT I HAD SPENT ALL 4 DAY just to find the material. oh no~ God, help me..
I had no sleep last night. Now i heavily sleepy, but i must force myself to have done it all today, before i'm really going crazy of all these things.
My stomach maybe screams out for food now, it start to feel nausea. Oh~ i don't want the stomachache anymore!! I don't.. I have hold my pee for about 10 hours. Is it healthy? Surely not T^T i know about it. but you'll understand @my side.

Further i stepped, more difficult to me to understand : WHAT IS THE MAIN IDEA I ACTUALLY HAVE??
feel more confused. this eyes just want to close, this brain just wants to take a rest and this nose just want to take a breath, that i could give myself chance to do that. WASTING TIME.
I'm getting mad now~ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGGH!!!
feel like wanna kill somebody.

okay,enough~ i'm gonna finish it soon. then i'm going to sleep. yes. my computer more stressful than me.  i hope my paper won't be such a diary. it'll be so embarassing.

Monday usually become the worst day I ever had passed along the week. Besides I have lots of activities on Monday, all business and exhaustion are always felt on the street or everywhere. I often bring my negative emotions return home (beside of relief feeling because i've passed the resentful day *lol*) Hatred to densely activity log on Monday and prefer have a good rest at home is also for one reason : I never have a time to sleep on Sunday night, and that will make me have no energy to be active next day. 

( beautiful Monday... )

 This is the song that successfully shifted my sight from eastern music. Still nearby Eastern region, exactly in Turki. maNga have their own music uniqueness. And the song that made me fall in love to them.. hmm~ feel by yourself. maybe you have your own interpretation

After had a long time leaving the LJ, now i'm coming back!! (muahahah~)
bring the scent of hope that will bring me new good luck.. Amiin~

I'm still previously Desshie. Still loving JRock Viskei artists and admire bisshie (beautiful boys). Still the Desshie who always trembling while seeing Saga's or Uruha's sexiness (now i'm going crazy of Aoi's too~ xOO)

I felt horny when looking at the new faces of Viskei musicians. :O
I thought that i'm not shifting so long to see faces from Johnny's and Turkish's maNga, but in fact.. thet were changed a lot too fast. >_<

( nothing's change.. just me )